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Mera intejaar ab mat karo, mai laut ke nahi aa paunga Jabardasti kab tak roke rakhogi mujhe, jane bhi do ab mujhe Mat mango mujhe aapni in duaon me, vo puri na hue tho takleef tumhe hi hogi Kitne aur aanso mere liye bahaogi, ye jaan ke bhi mujhe farq nahi padta tumhare rone se Ghar ki badi ho tum aapne mera jana bhi sehan kar logi tum Samjo ab tumhare hone ya na hone se mujhe fark nahi padta Ek arsa gujara hai tumahre saath Aasan tumhare liye nahi hai, tho muskil mere liye bhi na karo isko Janta hoon pehli mohabbat ban chuka hoon tumhari Par meri pehli mohabbat koi aur hai, aur vo jagah tum nahi le sakti Janta hoon kuch sapne saja liye hai tumne mere saath Tum bhi samjo un sapno ke liye tumne galat insaan chun liya hai Mai kabhi tumhara nahi ho sakta Mai tumhare hisse ka hoon hi nahi Jinki khawish tum mujhse kar baithi hoon vo nahi ho sakti puri Kab tak yuhi zidd karti rahogii Mai laut ke nahi aa paungaa Koi wapas laut aaya hai Tum uski jagah nahi le sakti par vo tumhari jagah acche le

Laut Aaoge Kya?

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Janti hu tum naraj ho mujhse  Tumhe tumhi se mana lu kya?  Kuch tut gaya hai hum dono ke andar  Inn tukdon ko samet kar ek bana du kya?  Haan hai dhage uljhe huye ab bhi  Todh du inhe ya suljha lu kya?  Mana galti na tumhari thi na meri  Mai sari galti kismat ki bata du kya?  Tumhe rokna chahti hu, rok lu kya?  Tum na chodhne ka vada kar paoge kya?  Log kehte hai tu mujh jaise hi hai  Dur ja kar mujhe mujhse hi alag kar doge kya?  Yeh raste alag jarur hai humare  Par kuch der sath mere chaloge kya?  Haan shayad kuch tut gya hai rishte mein hamare  Tum phir se mere sath inn dhago ko siloge kya?  Mai chahti hu tum laut kar aa Jao mere paas  Itni si khwaish puri karegi kya?  Haan kisse bahut se hai jo tujhe sunane hai  Tum baithe ke unhe sunoge kya?  Yaadein bahot hai bas jeene ke liye  Tum nayi yaadein mere sath banaoge kya?  Is baar kabhi na jaane ka wada kar laut aaoge kya?                                      ~Anushthi

Moon To My Night Sky

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I put my heart in a box  Where it couldn't breathe,  Choking in my own air  And bleeding out sin,  Hanging by a narrow thread  In between life and death,  You ripped it right out of my chest  Kissed it gently and put it back  And somehow it dances  to every cadence of your breathing,  The way you smile slyly  Even after the world let you down a million times  Makes this frozen pain lose its crisp  And slowly fade away,  The silver light on your face  Is the only color I now have left,  Making you the moon to my night sky. ~Anushthi

Our Home

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Together we will create a home with no loud anger, no explosive rage, no slamming doors or breaking glass, no holes punched into the walls so hard that the foundation rocks and cracks.  Our home will be gentle, it will be warm. I will keep you safe and you will keep me still.  No fear, no hurt, no worry. We come from broken and twisted places but together we will build something whole and safe. We will curl around each other like a pair of quotation marks at night, warm and comforted.  In the mornings, you'll sing in the shower again. We will heal, and we will raise a family that doesn't need to heal. ~Anushthi

Embrace Growth

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Take it slow, life sometimes is a rollercoaster ride but rushing always doesn't help you.  Whatever happens in life is meant for a reason, whatever leaves you are making space for the better, and whatever is staying right now is getting better just for you. No matter what happens in life know that you should take things slow to last long.  Growth is a prolonged process, you start a race and you tend to wait to finish it in the next move, you observe things, you gather what's required, you try to understand how to win, and you're set to go.  Healing from things that left you broken is quite a tough job, but it's never impossible. Healing takes time, most of all it requires patience, it requires continuous effort, and care for oneself.  Trust is the major part of any relationship, you could be with someone who doesn't love you because gradually with trust you start to love, but when there's no trust, things fall apart, and everything seems messy and doubtful. Trus

Ek Kahani Aisi Bhi

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"ये... ये....ये...तुम यहां क्यों रख रही हो माही?" सागर ने जमीन में एक गुल्लक गाड़ती माही से पूछा। 'एक पन्द्रह सोलह साल का दिखने वाला लड़का था। पर उसकी अक्ल एक सात आठ साल के बच्चे से ज्यादा न थी। "वो इस लिए क्यूंकि इसमें बहुत सारे पैसे हैं। जो अगर बाहर रहे तो कोई भी उन्हे चुरा सकता है। इसलिए मैं इन्हें यहां सेफ कर रही हूं।" माही ने सागर को समझाते हुए कहा और उस गुल्लक के ऊपर मिट्टी डाल कर उसे ढक दिया। "तो अब ये सेफ रहेंगे? कोई इन्हें यहां से नहीं निकालेगा?" सागर फिर से एक नया सवाल दाग दिया। "नही...क्योंकि इस बात का सिर्फ तुम्हे और मुझे पता है। और मै तो किसी को नही बताऊंगी क्या तुम किसी को बताओगे ये सिक्रेट?" माही ने खड़े होते हुए पूछा। "नही...तुम नही बताओगी तो मैं भी नही बताऊंगा।" सागर ने पक्के पन से कहा। "गुड बॉय । और जब हम दोनो किसी को नही बताएंगे तो कोई इन्हें कभी नहीं निकालेगा। ये यहां सेफ रहेंगे।"माही ने खुश होते कहा । सागर भी मुस्कुरा दिया। माही और सागर बहुत अच्छे दोस्त थे। दोनो के घर आस पास ही थे। सागर एक स्पेशल चाइल्

Dear Queens

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Dear queens, You deserve all the love, never settle for anything less. Don't give a 'YES' to something that you're not proud of having it. You are queen for a reason. By queen, i don't mean to rule the world. What i mean is, know your self-worth, know what you're capable of and what you deserve. And according to me, queens like you deserve the heights of sky. Miracles will happen when you will know your worth. Princesses might have wished for something, but queens like you would do your best to achieve it. Dream when you're princess and work on them by being a queen. You are queen even if you don't wear crown full of diamonds. Each girl living in this world is princess and each lady is a queen. You can do anything when you decide to do it.  No one and nothing can stop you. You all deserve to be loved and self-loved.                                                                 ~Anushthi