Anushthi

I put my heart in a box  Where it couldn't breathe,  Choking in my own air  And bleeding out sin,  Hanging by a narrow thread  In between life and death,  You ripped it right out of my chest  Kissed it gently and put it back  And somehow it dances  to every cadence of your breathing,  The way you smile slyly  Even after the world let you down a million times  Makes this frozen pain lose its crisp  And slowly fade away,  The silver light on your face  Is the only color I now have left,  Making you the moon to my night sky. ~Anushthi

Together we will create a home with no loud anger, no explosive rage, no slamming doors or breaking glass, no holes punched into the walls so hard that the foundation rocks and cracks.  Our home will be gentle, it will be warm. I will keep you safe and you will keep me still.  No fear, no hurt, no worry. We come from broken and twisted places but together we will build something whole and safe. We will curl around each other like a pair of quotation marks at night, warm and comforted.  In the mornings, you'll sing in the shower again. We will heal, and we will raise a family that doesn't need to heal. ~Anushthi

Take it slow, life sometimes is a rollercoaster ride but rushing always doesn't help you.  Whatever happens in life is meant for a reason, whatever leaves you are making space for the better, and whatever is staying right now is getting better just for you. No matter what happens in life know that you should take things slow to last long.  Growth is a prolonged process, you start a race and you tend to wait to finish it in the next move, you observe things, you gather what's required, you try to understand how to win, and you're set to go.  Healing from things that left you broken is quite a tough job, but it's never impossible. Healing takes time, most of all it requires patience, it requires continuous effort, and care for oneself.  Trust is the major part of any relationship, you could be with someone who doesn't love you because gradually with trust you start to love, but when there's no trust, things fall apart, and everything seems messy and doubtful. Trus

"ये... ये....ये...तुम यहां क्यों रख रही हो माही?" सागर ने जमीन में एक गुल्लक गाड़ती माही से पूछा। 'एक पन्द्रह सोलह साल का दिखने वाला लड़का था। पर उसकी अक्ल एक सात आठ साल के बच्चे से ज्यादा न थी। "वो इस लिए क्यूंकि इसमें बहुत सारे पैसे हैं। जो अगर बाहर रहे तो कोई भी उन्हे चुरा सकता है। इसलिए मैं इन्हें यहां सेफ कर रही हूं।" माही ने सागर को समझाते हुए कहा और उस गुल्लक के ऊपर मिट्टी डाल कर उसे ढक दिया। "तो अब ये सेफ रहेंगे? कोई इन्हें यहां से नहीं निकालेगा?" सागर फिर से एक नया सवाल दाग दिया। "नही...क्योंकि इस बात का सिर्फ तुम्हे और मुझे पता है। और मै तो किसी को नही बताऊंगी क्या तुम किसी को बताओगे ये सिक्रेट?" माही ने खड़े होते हुए पूछा। "नही...तुम नही बताओगी तो मैं भी नही बताऊंगा।" सागर ने पक्के पन से कहा। "गुड बॉय । और जब हम दोनो किसी को नही बताएंगे तो कोई इन्हें कभी नहीं निकालेगा। ये यहां सेफ रहेंगे।"माही ने खुश होते कहा । सागर भी मुस्कुरा दिया। माही और सागर बहुत अच्छे दोस्त थे। दोनो के घर आस पास ही थे। सागर एक स्पेशल चाइल्

Dear queens, You deserve all the love, never settle for anything less. Don't give a 'YES' to something that you're not proud of having it. You are queen for a reason. By queen, i don't mean to rule the world. What i mean is, know your self-worth, know what you're capable of and what you deserve. And according to me, queens like you deserve the heights of sky. Miracles will happen when you will know your worth. Princesses might have wished for something, but queens like you would do your best to achieve it. Dream when you're princess and work on them by being a queen. You are queen even if you don't wear crown full of diamonds. Each girl living in this world is princess and each lady is a queen. You can do anything when you decide to do it.  No one and nothing can stop you. You all deserve to be loved and self-loved.                                                                 ~Anushthi

They'll fall inlove with the smallest things about you. The color of your eyes and the way your smile formed. They'll spent days analyzing your facial expressions when you speak, and nights understanding what your text message meant. They'll agonize for hours over why you didn't say hello to them at breakfast, and start to create unrealistic scenarios in their head that you decided you no longer like them. Don't date that one person, because otherwise they'll suffocate you with their care and affection. They'll always want to ask you if you're okay and constantly say that they love you just to hear you say it back to them, and they'll cry, oh dear Lord, will they cry. They'll cry over the way you looked at that other person, or the way your eyes stopped lightning up at the sound of their very own name. They'll cry when you start kissing them like it's your job and touching them like it's a habit. They'll even overthink the fact th