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One Year Later

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It has been a year. A year since that day that changed something inside me forever. A year since an ordinary day turned into something I never imagined I would have to live through. I still find it difficult to call it just an accident. For me, it was a tragedy. A moment that divided my life into two parts: the life before that day and the life after it. Before the accident, life felt permanent. I worried about work, career, money, relationships, the future, and all the little things that seemed so important at the time. I complained about ordinary problems without realizing how lucky I was to have ordinary problems to complain about. Then, in a matter of seconds, everything changed . Suddenly, I found myself surrounded by doctors, medicines, machines, reports, hospital rooms and people constantly asking how I was feeling. My world became smaller than I had ever imagined. There was a bed, a room, a few familiar faces and an endless cycle of medicines, tests, consultations and waiti...
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Tasveer

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देखी मैंने तुम दोनों की तस्वीर, साथ में तुम दोनों मुझे बहुत ही जंचते हुए लगे। खुशी तुम्हारे चेहरे पर झलक रही थी, और वो तुम्हारे पीछे छुपी,  तुमसे थोड़ी-सी छोटी, ब्लैक ड्रेस में, तुम्हारे साथ साथ मुझे भी प्यारी-सी लगी। आगे खड़े तुम, ब्लैक टी-शर्ट में,  उसका साथ देते बहुत प्यारे लगे। उस तस्वीर को युही निहारतीं रही,  हाँ, बिल्कुल बिना रोए... उसके बाद घंटों खुद को भी शीशे में निहारा,  वजहें भी एक-एक करके मिलती गईं,  जो सवाल कभी मैं तुमसे पूछती थी। फिर किनारा करती गई मैं तुमसे।
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The Day You Left

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Do you remember the date?  The hour sun dipped low in the mid-afternoon sky, When you left me — not in steps,  But in silence,  Like a ghost who never meant to say goodbye.  You called — Not to explain,  Not to hold my shaking voice,  But to leave…  And left me drowning  In the ocean of a reason you never gave.  I was crying —  You were listening —  And that was all.  No comfort.  No closure.  Just the echo of a breath that once meant home.  You shattered me like light through stained glass, Beautiful once,  now broken in colorless pain.  Since then, I have forgotten who I was —  a name without meaning,  A soul without skin.  I still search for fault in whispers,  Trace it in the mirror,  But it vanishes with every tear.  I write this not to bring you back —  You’re long gone in ways I can't unfeel —  But to remind you:  Your leaving never left.  It live...
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Yaadein

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कभी कभी ना बहुत याद आते हो तुम कसम से सोचती हूं अगर हम साथ होते तो कैसा होता ? हाँ छोटी छोटी बातों पर झगड़ते, बहस करते, एक दूसरे को मारने दौड़ते पर मुझे यकीन है अपनी टूटी फूटी आवाज में गाने गा के तुम मुझे मना लेते जिंदगी रोज मेरे सामने एक नया सवेरा लाती है और उस सवेरे के साथ ही कभी कभी तुम्हारी याद भी आ ही जाती है और सबसे ज्यादा याद तब आती है जब मैं भीड़ में होती हूं क्योंकि तुम्हारे ना होने का अहसास लोगो के होने से कई गुना ज्यादा महसूस होता है तो ज्यादा कुछ नही बस कभी कभी बहुत याद आते हो तुम!
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His POV

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Mera intejaar ab mat karo, mai laut ke nahi aa paunga Jabardasti kab tak roke rakhogi mujhe, jane bhi do ab mujhe Mat mango mujhe aapni in duaon me, vo puri na hue tho takleef tumhe hi hogi Kitne aur aanso mere liye bahaogi, ye jaan ke bhi mujhe farq nahi padta tumhare rone se Ghar ki badi ho tum aapne mera jana bhi sehan kar logi tum Samjo ab tumhare hone ya na hone se mujhe fark nahi padta Ek arsa gujara hai tumahre saath Aasan tumhare liye nahi hai, tho muskil mere liye bhi na karo isko Janta hoon pehli mohabbat ban chuka hoon tumhari Par meri pehli mohabbat koi aur hai, aur vo jagah tum nahi le sakti Janta hoon kuch sapne saja liye hai tumne mere saath Tum bhi samjo un sapno ke liye tumne galat insaan chun liya hai Mai kabhi tumhara nahi ho sakta Mai tumhare hisse ka hoon hi nahi Jinki khawish tum mujhse kar baithi hoon vo nahi ho sakti puri Kab tak yuhi zidd karti rahogii Mai laut ke nahi aa paungaa Koi wapas laut aaya hai Tum uski jagah nahi le sakti par vo tumhari jagah acche le...
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Laut Aaoge Kya?

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Janti hu tum naraj ho mujhse  Tumhe tumhi se mana lu kya?  Kuch tut gaya hai hum dono ke andar  Inn tukdon ko samet kar ek bana du kya?  Haan hai dhage uljhe huye ab bhi  Todh du inhe ya suljha lu kya?  Mana galti na tumhari thi na meri  Mai sari galti kismat ki bata du kya?  Tumhe rokna chahti hu, rok lu kya?  Tum na chodhne ka vada kar paoge kya?  Log kehte hai tu mujh jaise hi hai  Dur ja kar mujhe mujhse hi alag kar doge kya?  Yeh raste alag jarur hai humare  Par kuch der sath mere chaloge kya?  Haan shayad kuch tut gya hai rishte mein hamare  Tum phir se mere sath inn dhago ko siloge kya?  Mai chahti hu tum laut kar aa Jao mere paas  Itni si khwaish puri karegi kya?  Haan kisse bahut se hai jo tujhe sunane hai  Tum baithe ke unhe sunoge kya?  Yaadein bahot hai bas jeene ke liye  Tum nayi yaadein mere sath banaoge kya?  Is baar kabhi na jaane ka wada kar laut aaoge kya? ...
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Moon To My Night Sky

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I put my heart in a box  Where it couldn't breathe,  Choking in my own air  And bleeding out sin,  Hanging by a narrow thread  In between life and death,  You ripped it right out of my chest  Kissed it gently and put it back  And somehow it dances  to every cadence of your breathing,  The way you smile slyly  Even after the world let you down a million times  Makes this frozen pain lose its crisp  And slowly fade away,  The silver light on your face  Is the only color I now have left,  Making you the moon to my night sky. ~Anushthi
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